The spiritual awakening is an experience not many are lucky to have in this lifetime, the right spiritual growth is needed to enter it. Although many great lessons come with it such as self acceptance, self worth and unconditional love, the pain experienced during the wake up is so real even the animals around can feel it. As the soul starts to remember its true essence, unconditional love, the ego raises battles through old programming. The awakening brings identity crisis as it is a direct attack on the fake self, on the old way of living. In the beginning, because of the events happening during the wake up are completely new to your programmed mind, it is the ego which rules the soul. Deep down, you truly want to come out as your true self, but the matrix runs so deep in you; stuff such as social status, profession and money is still how you view your self worth. The identity offered by the matrix offers a fake reality in which you feel worthy of yourself. At the moment you lose th...